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I am usually friendly, noisy and utterly talkative or so they say. They say i am ALIEN but then who cares(?). I adore anything PINK, ice creams, junk, chocolates, Coca-Cola, Adam Sandler, magick, anything furry except your mother, sports that includes balls =), knitting, swings, stars,shopping and sleeping. Learning to stand up, otherwise emo on certain month due to girls monthly shit. Absolutely loving cartoons like ELMO, Barney, SpongeBob Squarepants, Smurfs, Carebears, Little Miss/Mr Men and i believes that i could jolly well be 4years Old...
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- 9/27/09 -

Most of the time, often i would say, i think God hates me to a whole lot of extent. Thing is..i never tend to get what i desire or dream of. Even if i do get it someday, it'll be snatched away from me before i could even finish smiling and beam happily. I don get why. Maybe i am full of sins or grave mistakes i did in my past life? I dunno..it breaks my heart..it breaks me naturally of coz.

I envy tons of things to which my sisters life holds for them in the near future. One is getting engaged next month and the other is far from happy, attached and planning of marriage life. When my mum asks me when's my turn..i dunno how to answer. I have a boyfriend. That's true but still more than often, i lay in my bed at nite with tears flowing down my face. They say, when LOVE hurts, it won't work. =(

Haiz......i love my boyfriend with all my heart...but it always seems that i don get the same treatment back from him. It's a call and just an SMS today and i'll get one more the next few days. I NEVER get a call from him and i yearn for someone whom i can call my best friend and share my daily ups and downs with so badly. When PADDLES was around, he'd cheer me up with tons of his daily crap and crack me up instantly. I don have dat and it's a void in my life now. Where did i go wrong?? What did i do?? Or perhaps what do i lack??

For now LOVE is all i can afford to give and it does seem like i have given all..every part of me..but why does this still hurts alot? And why do i feel so alone despite having someone already? I don wan to slash my wrists anymore and pop those pills just to go to bed and forget my sorrows.....i have already stopped all that sometime ago....please don make me do all these shit again...i'm so tired of things.....i no longer reap what i sow.............

All i want is a best friend...........a friend whom i can talk to daily....i am just a normal girl..don forget that..i too need time, love and all that attention....despite the fact that i make people laugh and smile...i want to learnt how to laugh myself too....if i could, i'd sell my soul to the Devil for this exchange =(

*Dear God.....i seek your forgiveness should i have done any wrong doings or have done agreat deal of sin....please grant me happiness and tons of laughter...i don mind in exchange for poverty...i just want an easy peaceful life....and LOVE...*

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