Wah...u all responded to my post. Gerek sei...hahah..anyways, all da solved pon. Sweetheart Tasha knows what shit she is getting herself into and i trust that she is that damn smart to know what is going on. Since that is what she wants, i fully support her. Afterall, they are all school friends (I think) and they would have jolly well set their barriers up right. If she falls, (which i doubt..haha), at least she learns from this mistake/experience. This girl, all i can say is, rugged abes lah...Opposite me, princessy and fairy-taley. =)




For me, hmm...it's always a pleasure to forgive people and indeed i have learnt that over the past year. (tol tak Seri?? peyok k???) Budak2 sekarang..tak paham ngn dorang...i stick safely to my beliefs. That is- STAY AWAY FROM THE EXES. Hence, that could be the reason why i won't date or stead with people i know belonging to the same circle. Kan macam bola, being passed around?? I dread that thought seriously.



And while i'm at it, a guy who fucks around gets a name, a reputation, a glorious crown, a title like a, PLAYER/PLAYBOY maybe. When a girl does the same thing, she will be called a slut straight to the face. How unfair is that? A few years ago i blogged about the same exact thing. Boys VS Girls topic. And it is so so true. The world probably haven't embrace the fact that girls can equally do the same thing as guys can too in this era. Maybe we should take our hats of to millenium girls like Madonna, Hillary Clinton and Christina Aguilera to name just a few. Why are girls still being perceived as a weaker gender? Just because we give birth, stay at home and clean up chores doesn't mean we are dumb. Just because we cry, we are labelled as sensitive, just because we can't lift heavy things like the men does, we are look down upon? Maybe i should conclude this theory as egoism. A guy will always choose his friends over his girlfriend because they don't wanna be booed at or teased at. Or worst, an insult to them, "Ko dengar ckp matair ko?? Weak ah...."

Go listen to Christina Aguilera's "Can't Hold us Down". Super song to perk me up when i'm pissed off. The lyrics to it are exactly what i meant to convey in this post. Hmm...



Anyways, lesson in class was super fun yesterday. We learnt about views and perceptions of others and I came across this model.





It's called the Johari Window. It's a model to determine which group you belongs to based on your personality. Very interesting so i thought i'd share it with u all. Try playing with the grids and see which category you fall under?





Other than that, i sempat belikan my dearest Momo his new pair of shoes.




Cute kan?? It's a steal at only $30!!! Half the actual price!! Can't wait to have babies someday. Macam best doll them up. Haha...other than that, things have been perky and rather alright. I am fine again. Hopefully, this year will be a blast, unlike last year. Oh so DAMNED.

Haha...I think, this year, i don't wanna think about relationships and being all emo. I know no1 likes that but i'll try. Paddles made me realised this. One should always be contented with one's lot and i should smile and play clown to the world like how i used to. Being single doesn't mean end of the world. But i miss the company of having tons of friends around me....laughing and cracking jokes. The worst part of it is, i miss Paddles. Not because of his constant nags or "those things we did" but it is, his daily SMS which never fail to crack me up that i yearn for so badly now. (Eg; those melamine sound for the funeral wake woke him up one morning...haha) And i miss the way he would always say, "Skali kan" or "Konon-konon kan" and all of his never ending stupid stories and endless imaginative thinking. Haiz......if i'm allowed to turn back time, i would take him as my friend back and nothing else to it. Not platonic and not having the intentions of cozying up to him ever. I just solely means friendship this time round. Coz i feel, without his guidance, i am a bit lost. Hmmm.....Dead serious. Cross my heart.



*PS/ I want to forget YOU, if possible...but how can i, when i see those stupid black Hondas zooming past me daily, Pizza Hut signage and worst, the stupid Ironman DVD/VCD adverts on busses? Maybe we got off to the wrong start. After long pondering this few weeks, i realised that you are more of keeper for friend rather than what i have intended much earlier. I found my best friend but i let him go...............................