ARGHGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Can't help that. Here i am at a cyber cafe, alone and very frustrated+sad!!!

Can you now tell me why i hate my siblings?

I opened my laptop yesterday and to my HORROR, all my folders, school stuffs, pics, all Momo's stuffs have been DELETED!!!! The cruel pest who did this must have the inner most jealousy towards me and him. Boo..what the fuck did i do man??? Haiz.....nangis la ape lagik...........

i feel like running amok...but buat apeh kan??? My mum laughed at me yesterday and i soooo dunno who to complain to except to you sweethearts reading this. Geesh....Unfair!!!! And to vent my anger, i went jogging this morning. Yupz, you read that one correctly right. I ran and ran all the way till Bukit Timah despite my asthma. Nasib tak mampos separoh jalan...pump pon tak bawak. Booo!!!!! Balik da tercungap2 mcm anak ikan.... =(

And ish..i'm still angry!!! Tomorow gi pierce ah....this year, i'll try very hard not to self harm, instead, go with the flow of venting it on other things such as running malam2 buta ke...or go do more piercings until i dunno where to pierce. Knit back my miserable halfway done knits or at least, do my MOST fave thing in the whole wide world-SHOPPING. Hmmm....

Dunno..see how. No one's guiding me apart from myself. So nak katekan, no sense of direction pon ader sekarang. I am like a map without a compass kan?? Isit?? Entah..

PS/I'M STILL FUCKING ANGRY!!!! HAIZ...