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I am usually friendly, noisy and utterly talkative or so they say. They say i am ALIEN but then who cares(?). I adore anything PINK, ice creams, junk, chocolates, Coca-Cola, Adam Sandler, magick, anything furry except your mother, sports that includes balls =), knitting, swings, stars,shopping and sleeping. Learning to stand up, otherwise emo on certain month due to girls monthly shit. Absolutely loving cartoons like ELMO, Barney, SpongeBob Squarepants, Smurfs, Carebears, Little Miss/Mr Men and i believes that i could jolly well be 4years Old...
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- 12/12/08 -

I am being just mere me. If my heart stops beating over this, i am being utterly foolish. I don't count on lucky stars no more..or even believe in anonymous fairytales. Life moves on like a flowing river they say. I am a big girl...and i won't cy. And i will state yet again, i am NOT a princess any longer coz i may not neccesarily get what i want all the time. Human beings makes mistakes..and me too, and that without even realising, i got carried away. Like a kite would be, i am stable when being controlled. Let the strings go loose, and i'll end up flying so high..eventually i may even be lost within that clouds in the air.

I cried watching UGLY BETTY on thursday. What would you do if you have to choose? One whom you love or one whom loves you, who would it be??? I never had to make that choice in my life thank god..hopefully never ever. I guess the only choice i am capable of making right now is loving myself more each day. I lost that. Maybe i fell off the wagon without realising so what was i thinking...and i went, "hmmm".

There's so many things i need to release but sometimes people misinterpret your thoughts. Like for example, i didn't quite realised that i had flaws.

I may be quite clingy but its not my fault if i get the wrong idea upteen times, i may be ordinary but that's just me,i may be cheeky or even horny but what can i do about temptation? I may not be all that beautiful, but i am kind and patient to wait, i am not the most understanding person ever but i don't always demand. Overall, i am not perfect coz i am just a normal person.

Others may think i lost myself coz i was lost for over a year. Call it rebound if i had gotten that chance...but it is not. A heart don't lie i suppose. What can i do coz i am just a simple girl, yearning for the sincerity of love and the care of someone? If it is even a crime, asking for a hug or a kiss and then getting carried away, then i am guilty as charged. If liking someone was a grave mistake, i should have been executed for it.

Contradicting my ownself, but i see my life like that and feels like i am that kinda person potrayed. People can be judgemental i assume. When i thought happiness can be forever, it's always short lived. Mandy Moore's "Cry" lyrics just keeps playing in my head since Thursday......."I'll always remember, it was late afternoon..it lasted forver..but ended so soon........" Sounds familiar to what i am leading now..

This blog is not directed at anyone in particular. I am just pouring thoughts here as usual. Feeling burdened is heavy and restless. Maybe i am no longer the same. I have re-read this post over 10 times....i guess i'll just post.

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