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Moo moo...cow in the zoo....

Haha...i still remember this and i still laff at this one...Very cacat pon ader.. now...what have i been up to? Not much really...I went to the Botanical Gardens yesterday with Mei2 and it was really "cooling". For a start, a "jakunese" like me have never been there and so i was in awe of everything i saw. I acted like a 4year old again when i saw the 2 swans by the lake. And 1 of the swan's feather came off and i picked it up and brought it home with me as souvenier..haha..(showed my mum but she smacked me instead..say "kalau bird flu mcm maner giler??"....geesh)

We stayed there barely for an hour..i mean lain lah ye kalo with boyfriend ke..ni tak..just me and her..what oni..I even saw a frog..but the poor thing's leg seems to have been either crushed or bitten by another animal. (probably a tortoise?? hmmm..) It was red and swollen. Honestly it was sucha painful sore for me and my fren to see. =( It even looked at us sadly...that kinda solemn face u noe and that help-me-please look pon ader...haiz...when i tried approaching it nearer, it got scared and started hopping on the steps but what i noticed was even sadder. The swollen leg seems almost uselessly dead coz it wasn't moving and it was slapping against the steps as the frog hopped onto every step.

Nontheless, my day was made up quickly when we stopped for lunch at my fave Sakae Sushi. We spent $60++ bucks there...dunno what i picked but i know mostly was Salmon lah...hehe..then of coz, my day out couldn't be complete without any retail therapy done to satisfy myself. I bought tons of ruffled undies and bras..dunno for what but i guess mostly were pink and you all know how obsess i am with pink right? Hmm...i also stopped by my fave shop, Cotton On and boy, they were having BIG sale..up to 50%..u can imagine the frenzy...haha...

Then Dad came to pick me up and we went to do more minor shopping and finally home by evening......My day seems mostly routined coz either i'm at home or out with mum and Dad. (Maybe with Ah2 or the occasional sweethearts who'll ask me out...)

I've been sighing too much...yesterday when i asked Mei2 to snap a pic of me by the lake, i was shocked by the aftermath. I din quite realised i've become that painfully thin. My arm seems like twigs in a way and my collar bone potruding out seems so unlike me. Haiz....I, used to be oh-so-bubbly and eat way too much garbage till the point i ballooned up to 65kg. I ate and ate..and i could eat pastas, cakes, ice creams, shakes, chocs...all at one go. These days however, my daily diet, either ends up down the toilet bowl, or if i'm lucky, i'll manage half a McChicken/DoubleCheese.

It just dawned on me that when i'm happy, i forget everything else. Only when i am stressed, depressed or unhappy will i stop all. I don want alot of things to end or go wasted if i can manage. Given any source of magical powers, i'd only keep one thing....coz that one particular thing makes me smile. I know certain things are beyond keeps. These days i'm OK again...not really there yet..but OK to keep me crack a little smile or eat something the least.

There are things i wish that can last forever..but obviously not. Now its momentarily, like as if i'm borrowing this happiness. When i look up at the sky, i wish upon the brightest star, the North Star........but never once did the silly stars hear me....maybe i'm too far away...

Hmm...ooh...btw, i watched Twilight already and it gives me goosebumps. Almost exactly to the book, this one is sure to be the next hot thing to Harry Potter. I giggled and smiled when Edward leaned over to kiss Bella. Though doom from the start, even vampires prove that as long as sacrifices are made, anything can work out....everything can be possible. LOVE is the most powerful feeling in this world. It makes your heart stops beating and yet racing with heat at the same time.

So right now, i'm in love with Edward Cullen.

I wish i was Bella Swan......hahaha.....One last thing, sorry if this entry proves to be longer than usual... =)