Dunno whassup with the title..but i realli don wanna grow up sometimes. Just the thought of turning 25 next year March isn't something i'm quite looking forward to. Hmm..Paddles told me to just have fun in whatever way i can each day. I adore him. Seriously. His carefree thinking (even tho he is more lost than i am) is what draws me closer to him daily.

So plans for next few months and so:

-Make passport so can zoom anywhere i wanna
-Plan nephew's 1'st birthday bash
-Planning KL trip with ex-schoolmates next year April
-Planning more trips to Phuket with Ah2 (I'll be a lamp post..damn)
-Hopefully some trips with Paddles someday.. =)

Erm...just a few to name...and so i can't wait! YaY!!Paddles is leaving in December to Desaru..gonna miss him shit tho it's only 4a day...then in February to KL for a coupla of days.

What have i been up to??? Practically nutthing but just pure giddiness....and as embarrassing as it's gonna sound, i had my first bike ride the other day. Haha...i just had to put this. So i'll noe and i'll recall how silly i look in that oversize jacket which Paddles made me wear and in turn made me look as if i'm wearing nuthing beneath it, when in fact i was wearing a white mini dress...i can only blame Paddles. =) Been forced to cut down Coke..junk..painkillers..and also learning to listen to Electro House..Haha...silly don even noe what he wants MOST TIMES. He drives me nuts daily but at the same time, he keeps me sane, keeps me calm and he keeps me believing in myself. Paddles makes me smile again.Such weird usage of verbs but dis is how he is.....

By the way friends, you guys believe in platonic friends?? Its sucha freaky term to me...i never wanna believe in it....................but.......................oh i dunno....................haiz....