Guess what???? School was AWESOME!

Hahha..and i tot i'd be peeing in class. Duh. Turns out that class only consists of 7 peeps and they are oldies. (I dunno if there will be more, all coming back after 'school break'. Whatever that means...) kinda look like it from my point of view. And what more can i say when i was the only one wearing like a normal teen. Ya i'm fucking 24, but you know what i mean.

There's 2 guys. One is the plumpy tough guy. He's not fat and not muscly either but hes OK lah. He's working in the Police Force aite..and the other guy....*smacks forehead*....He's exactly like our Azlan!!! Just a chinese version. Gawwdddddddddd!!! And he sits right behind me in class and the only big deal about him is that he just came back from Russia like 2 years ago. Geez..

Our lecturer..erm...no the school Director or something like dat, was pretty fun. She cracked us loadsa times but as usual, i was the ONLY one laughing the most and sniggering half way through. I mean, it's good that it started off REALLY well..much better than i had expected it to be. And of all the things i hated was the pathetic fact that i work in a bookshop. The entire lot of them have pretty good jobs i'd say. And when it was my turn to introduce myself, i so hesitated to say the fact i, ShaSha am workin in a bookshop, which pretty much involves shelving books and ordering stuffs. And from what i could see, i'm the ONLY one in retail! Pa-tha-thic...

I was smiling in fact. I mean it's too early to be bonding immediately with people. I don want them to think i'm a psycho killer. Haha..And so next class in on the 10th. It's gonna be a workshop based on how to write future assignments. Cool.

I like my life already..for now.

I was telling people...lots of them.....

"I MANAGED TO LIVE THROUGH MARCH. NOW IT'S FOR APRIL."

I was probably high on sushi,coke or my painkillers when i said that to myself and told them. Now when i'm by myself pondering, i think i am safe enough to say that i am in a much better place. I have lost my fear of falling. =)

I have learnt to forget pretty much half the things. Still the rules applies the same way - THAT as long as i don't see nor hear, i'll do fucking great. I mean it.

Talking about all these crap, there's this guy... =) at work. All along i tot he was a Chinese guy. Never took any notice of him and in fact i kind hate him for his arrogant behaviour and snobbish air-ish way. And so when..let's call him Mr Nobody. And so when Mr Nobody came by yesterday to do printing, i told him with a straight face that i'll charge him $2 each for colour copy printing. Our friend sent his staff down to negotiate with me. And so i came down with $0.50 per copy. Whilst he was gone, (told him to come back 15 mins later) my chinese colleague was like, "Hey, that's the guy i want to matchmake you to. " And there i am like, "HUH!"

Me: Which guy?? I tot you said the other tall guy..this guy Chinese wat..

She: No lah gong2, he's Malay. You din noe?? Pretty OK wat..how?? *winks*

I died right away after that sentence coz my whole face turned red!! Yeah..and all this while i gave him pretty harsh treatment and i think even mumbling in Malay by myself serving him...God!! What was i thinking....And guess what? He came by the shop again today to do more color copy. My whole face went bright red again sadly. And stupid colleague kept whispering to me asking me to make little conversations. Ha ha...

Well, both of us were smiling and giggling..err..me and Mr Nobody i mean. I dunno. Nothing has happen yet coz all this conversation is solely between my colleague and me. She's practically dying to matchmake me. I should be saying "NOT AGAIN..." but i'm kinda OK with it really.. =) I doubt anything will happen but its good to do some boy shopping right? I dunno, i have this impression that's he's married though. I thought he bought some kid's stuff from my shop....Errr..where am i going with this?? And he's 31 from my thinking view...eeekkksss...

So should i be doing any talking the next time he pops by?? But ask what?? I'm no longer good at these things.

And by the way, he kinda look like Maznee but just better looking. Well not that good looking but smart enough =) Oh well, you know what i mean...and i think Dee should know me best....hahaha..

See the smilies i'm putting in for this entry....heheeeee....Countless...I'm giggling abit again. And that's fast...