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I am usually friendly, noisy and utterly talkative or so they say. They say i am ALIEN but then who cares(?). I adore anything PINK, ice creams, junk, chocolates, Coca-Cola, Adam Sandler, magick, anything furry except your mother, sports that includes balls =), knitting, swings, stars,shopping and sleeping. Learning to stand up, otherwise emo on certain month due to girls monthly shit. Absolutely loving cartoons like ELMO, Barney, SpongeBob Squarepants, Smurfs, Carebears, Little Miss/Mr Men and i believes that i could jolly well be 4years Old...
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- 2/20/08 -

Getting all my things back was a hard thing to do, but when i finally managed to, it was like a burden bein lift off my shoulder. At the same time, my ears was ringing with all those past harsh words and my body went dumbly cold again.

I'll never see him again...forever...but life isn't the end. Singapore is small and not only that, the world is, too. God likes to play pranks..and makes mockery of us. Someday if we do bump, we will be on different paths.

Anyways, Maznee, my dear old fren sent me some encouraging soothing words just before my bedtime yesterday nite. (after all those chit-chats with Dee)

"In the cruel world of LOVE, u must learnt that promises aren't contracts, kisses are not assurance, sweet words are not guarantees and big hugs are not bonds...& nothing is permanentin this life. 1 day he's yours, the next he's gone. Last night he was sweet, the next morning he's insensitive. Yesterday, you cried, tonight you are sad...but tomorrow, you will be strong, you tried so hard, it still seems not enough..life is so unfair..and definitely unpredictable.."

So i ended up giggling in between after reading it. I dunno how i actually felt. It was numb and cold too.

There's so many other people going through the same thing too...why can't i..right? I told my dear mum i'm gonna take courses and some classes. And not forgetting my driving license which i have been forever dragging. After which, i will go and make my passport and zoom somewhere whenever i am able to. I am planning to volunteer for HRSS too. I mean it's going to be hard, but i have to start somewhere....for a change.

Honestly, a broken heart sucks coz u feel pain every single day. It's like a stab of a thousand needles piercing me. I have practically stopped eating and those near me have noticed the loose clothes hanging under my skin. What can i do? The appetite for food is just gone...to me it is now "yucks"..haha..You'll be surprise how i'll reject junk food and my fave chocolate bars.

Well..it's only the beginning and i still have a loooooooonnnngggggg way to go.

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